Smile Always =)

Seriously to say that i'm nt familar with Paragon..
haha..
cos ytd nite meeting YB volunteers for dinner at Dome Paragon..
then when i reach there i was like where the hell is the place...
then i look through the directory duno have another place call Dome or Olio(the resturant name)..
then i ask my fren they also dunno..
i tot i went to wrong place..
hahha..
then i go to the information counter ask then the person point on top and say just there on the 4th floor..
then i look up the word Dome is just pin at there..
hahhaha..

the food there nt tat bad la..
price is ok ok la..
then i think is quite a healthy meal loh..
just tat the smoothie is nt as gd as wat i tot i should be..
but overall ok la..
can try..
but i think is better nt go on weekends..
cos u will feel tat there is no privacy cos u're sitting at the middle of the shopping mall..
haha.. =))

4th day of FYP..
i feel like i just have a tutorial on Internet Security this morning..
Encrypt, Decrypt, Private Key, Public Key, Hash Function, Digital Signature, blah blah blah..

gotta plan and sketch out the comic script for the different pointer..
tot doing flash integration will be as easy as wat i did during my attachment..
but i was wrong..
attachment they just throw everything to me and i jus throw everything into the template..
but now fyp, i have to draw my own graphics, understand wat the topic is talking abt then do the e-learning for it..
duno why they want it to be interesting and interactive..
my CMS oso nt interesting nor interactive..
it is wordy and dull loh..
dunno why they so special de..
which make me suffer =((

Smile always | 11:43 AM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

today time pass alot faster compare to last 2 days..
reason being..
i wasnt in my lab most of the time..
haha..
cos during amBreak my supvisor finally came to look for me..
cos ytd call me he say he 3pm come look for me..
yet he didnt..
then today he then come..
and ask me do some planning which can be completed in less then 1/2 hour..
spent rest of my time surfing net..

then lunch break went to AMK de KFC..
haha..
came back to lab only around 2++pm..
then 3++pm went to pmBreak..
hahahaha..
time pass alot faster this way =))

anyway ltr after fyp going to paragon..
cos james say SADeaf dunno why and how gt $150 vouchers of Olio resturant..
so ltr meeting up with the rest and head down to paragon de Dome =))
muahahah =)

Smile always | 2:03 PM

this week start my FYP leh..
again, is sian de loh..
1st day reach sch at 9am after briefing go home -.-
cos my fyp group de briefing is at 1.30pm...
then briefing briefing then slack till 6pm..

today, 2nd day, reach early but DT nt here yet..
my room is damn strict loh..
sign in sign out must let DT sign..
tat means cannot play MIA leh..
then lunch must go according to ur group de...
sian sian sian...
my supvisor ytd told me tat he'll come find me to tell me wat to do..
half a day pass he still haven come..
call him, he is nt in office..
so u see, is not tat i dun wan do things but just tat he dun wan let me do..
hahahaha..
then ltr visitor coming must wear lanyard..
we are like the so-called... *fish tank

2 months, 3 weeks and 3 days left!!! =))

Smile always | 2:03 PM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

nt in the mood of opening my mouth to talk..
*weird
well..i also dunno wat happen to me...
just tat feeling kinda of "sian"..
tml going back sch for fyp leh..

anyway the weird me actually taking up students fro tuition..
weird weird..
haha..
this had nv been through me mind before..
but dunno why ytd serene ask me then i just say yes..
haha..
maybe after attachment i realise the important if $$..
and thinking next year when grad the economy will be bad..
*headache
but anyway just a K2 student..
try try see how loh..
then jan going back chinatown work for chinese new year..
haha..
hopefully still can able to shop during my fyp(no income)..

cya peeps in sch tml =)

Smile always | 5:35 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

end of attachment!!! =)

next week will start on fyp..
if i'm nt wrong i doing e-learning stuff for my fyp..
tat's wat yanting told me..
i'll be taking over her work..
hahah..
always been stuck with flash...
attachment do flash integration, fyp oso doing flash..

mandy(my supervisor) ask me to go back help them with flash integration next year after my fyp..
but by then they will move office to paya lebar leh..
quite far, so i'm considering..
but at least no need so ma fan go out find job la..
somemore is doing things that i knew..

then today the programmer told me tat we this batch very guai..
haha..
cos our supervisor treat us lunch then she say last batch they nv treat..
hahah..
but actually they treat us nt bad la..
then mandy help me wrote a testimonial i a bit shock la..
though is i ask her write de..
she write till i like very pro loh..
hahaha..

actually today going kbox with sis and gary de..
but gary is sick =(
so cancel..
gotta enjoy my weekend before another 3 months starting..
going sentosa tml with rene..
hopefully no last min back out..
and pray pray gd weather =)

Smile always | 8:35 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

finally the last 2nd week of attachment i discovered something..
there is internet connection for the com i use..
dunno why they wait till i'm leaving then activate the connection loh..
@#$%!^**&!

anyway left 1 week more to the ending of the no life de life..
lol..
but then last week of the attachment also cannot slack..
need to do actionscript..
arhx..
forgotten all the coding leh..

anyway planning for friday leh..
muahahahaha..
going kbox with gary and my sis..
nite singing =)

i wanna go back to school!!!

Smile always | 1:20 PM

1 more week to end of attachment..
anyway recently my company is full of DUST!!
cos they are moving leh then they packing..
and few days ago i was walking round my company and i found this..
those tat are around my generation should find this damn familar..
hahaha..
then serene(my pri sch mate tat attachat to the same company as me) and I was like OMG..
想当年。。。

flashback to primary sch life??

hahah =)

Smile always | 12:52 PM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Smile always | 9:58 PM

Thursday, November 06, 2008

不,完美 - 李玖哲

你常常說我很完美
沒人能取代我給的一切
我就以為我努力更完美
我們就會永遠

完美並不美我們多虛偽
你讓我的好變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是不完美

後來你說我太完美
值得更好的陪在我身邊
你不是我你怎麼能體會
你有多麼珍貴

完美並不美我們多虛偽
你讓我的好變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是不完美

完美並不美我們多虛偽
你讓我的好變成一種罪
完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美成了罪
完美並不美我們多虛偽
你讓我的好變成一種罪

完美並不美當你愛了誰
我的完美也只是不完美

Smile always | 9:35 PM

2 weeks and 1 day more to end of attachment..
counting down everyday...
haha...
looking forward to end of attachment cos my attachment is like either too boring, stone in front of com the whole day if not is too busy whereby all graphic come in at a time...
but i think i learn alot during this attachment..
at least i hav a better understanding of flash =)
hehe..

looking forward to FYP and then end of poly life..
i wan my holidays!!
i wan travel!!
i wan fly!!
haha =))

Smile always | 9:22 PM

Sunday, November 02, 2008

nth interesting happen..
just that last sat family gathering at my hse..
then mahjong session with my aunties..
i think i won leh but then just me, my sis, my dad and mum we all share 1 "car" so dunno who win who lose..
but overall our this "car" didnt win or lose much la..

then ytd went out with meiying..
For more info, visit her blog =)

I'm just getting lazier, Lazier and LAZIER..
hahah =)

next week getting my pay??
hopefully..
and then 3 more weeks i'll be back in sch..
quite looking forward leh..
my last 12 weeks of sch life and then maybe will be out into working life??
hopefully not..
hopefully can further my studies..
*bless me! =)

saw this test from xn blog..
so try it out..
quite true for some put of the interpretion.. =)
try it out: http://www.handwritingwizard.com/analysis.php

Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didn't actually "see the writing", we can't tell if she actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so... she has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood.
Su Jeng has withdrawn into herself. She is reserved and shows her feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Su Jeng is an introvert. She makes decisions based on logic, therefore she is rarely impulsive. She doesn't find any need for expressing her emotions. In fact, she probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. She has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for her to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Su Jeng; it is difficult for them to really know how Su Jeng feels. Su Jeng enjoys being alone, and probably prefers working alone. Working with her hands is a pleasure.

Su Jeng's basic nature is to look out for herself first. Although she can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, she just almost always harbors them inside.
The first time someone angers Su Jeng, she probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, she will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to her until she cannot hold her emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Su Jeng will cloud up and rain all over them. And she will never regret telling someone off, because she knew what she was saying the entire time. She won't impulsively tell someone off.

Emotional stories will not sway Su Jeng. She thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on her.

Su Jeng needs space and time alone. She will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.

Su Jeng tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Su Jeng writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Su Jeng will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Su Jeng will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Su Jeng believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Su Jeng will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Su Jeng can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

Diplomacy is one of Su Jeng's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Su Jeng can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Su Jeng's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Su Jeng slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Su Jeng can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Su Jeng is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Su Jeng basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Su Jeng is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Su Jeng has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Su Jeng is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Something is incomplete in Su Jeng's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Su Jeng's sexual needs.

Su Jeng is very selective when choosing her inner circle of friends. She excludes all but a few from her fellowship. She limits her intimate friends to one or maybe two people. She tends not to trust the masses of people but chooses only a few to trust.

Su Jeng has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Su Jeng exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Su Jeng allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Su Jeng has a vivid imagination.

Su Jeng has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Su Jeng's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Su Jeng has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Su Jeng is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Su Jeng has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Su Jeng fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Su Jeng has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Su Jeng just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Su Jeng finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

actually gt some sample of the pic..
but i'm just lazy to insert..
hehe..
anyway i think some part quite true loh =)

Smile always | 12:46 PM