Smile Always =)

arhz.. head pain head pain.. y like tat.. today went to swimming wif serene after sch.. then swim 5 laps cannot tahan liao.. head damn pain then giddy giddy.. dunno wat wrong wif me.. maybe ytd didnt slp well.. then after swimming went to serene's mama de working place.. is a bread shop.. then she treat us waffle.. hehe then we keep playing the waffle thing.. then look after our waffle make till crispy crispy.. hehe.. fun.. then aunty help me apply lots of blueberry.. kinda of sweet.. but i love it.. hehe~~ then now no appetite to eat dinner liao..

then went to the tour agency check for the genting trip.. my bus still gt place.. hehe.. serene maybe joining us.. hoping so la.. the more the merrier ma..

hmm.. tml ah lian lesson is cancel... end sch eariler.. lol... tml gt a mini quiz for CCT.. pray pray ar..

oh ya b4 i forgot.. our present i brought for tat gal... hahahah name cant be mention but i cant ren leh... hahah tat gal tat gal.. i brought for u leh.. hahahhaha.. ok shall nt say anymore.. otherwise might split out everything =X=X=X

aaaaaa.. my head is killing me.. i better stop it and rest early..

nitez nitez~~~

Smile always | 8:07 PM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

hmm.. feel abit regret buying the shoe leh.. i feel tat another design de nicer.. anyway same price,, maybe tml go ask ask see can change anot.. hehe..

Smile always | 8:42 PM

today nearly late for class.. then graph almost whole class nv do oso.. so i'm safe.. hehe.. then today george tan nv say the thing liao leh.. 2 weeks he nv say liao.. muz his words.. lol.. hahahahha..

after sch met serene then intend to buy the shoe tat i saw few weeks ago.. but then no more liao.. sobsob then walk walk go eat bean curd.. yummy then went to sun plaza.. saw another shoe nt reli nice.. is ok ok la.. but serene say nice.. then brought it for $14.. nt very ex hor.. is abit gold bronze gold bronze de colour.. but i prefer another one but then the colour i wan dun hav my size de liao.. dunno y i gt such big big feet.. but then stil brought the shoe.. so no use regreting or wat...

this sem onli 1 common test.. which mean i gt 3 weeks break.. hehe gotta work work work for $$$... hehe i so $$ face sia.. cant tahan myself.. lol..

omg i am hyper liao.. y ar.. i oso dunno leh.. hahahaha.. nvm hyper is gd thing... bully darling =p=p=p

Smile always | 6:59 PM

hmm today 12 then start sch.. so early wake up for wat ar.. darling la.. ask me 9 wake his up.. arbish.. i gt nth to do loh.. then keep suan him... hehe... nt my fault =p=p=p

ytd make darling sad sad leh.. then jun wei tell me is my fault then msg darling talk talk talk loh.. then now ok liao.. sorry darling make u sad sad.. sorry sorry..

omg angela juz called.. i didnt do my graph de homework.. no graph paper.. cham.. hoping puding gt do then can use hers.. hehe.. *pray hard*

gotta go sch leh.. update ltr

Smile always | 10:56 AM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

yey~ finally done wif my CCT de report liao.. done done done.. so fast week 7 liao.. next next week is common test week.. sian.. oh i juz remembered.. coming monday gt the dunno wateva module de test.. chap 1-6.. siao liao.. close book somemore.. die die.. cham.. tink will nt do well bahx.. muz study..

hmm juz realise monday gt 2 important "test".. german de 50M.. and the dunno wat module de.. no common test so gt the "class test".. meaning after monday will be quite free leh.. but then week 9 common test week.. i dunno which module gt common test oso.. hahaha.. wait for the timetable out bahx =)

Smile always | 8:21 PM

wooHoo.. completed myVB project.. finally first time so fast complete.. hehe.. thx to MY.. CCT project the 2pages de report almost completed.. juz copy and paste my 10 problems in can liao.. cos i left it in my hse de com.. tonite do touch up can liao..

lalalala.. muz focus on my german liao.. focus focus next week gt e-assignment which take up 50% of the overall.. cham.. muz pass muz pass...

still in sch.. slacking??? lol..

update ltr..

Smile always | 3:44 PM

Monday, November 27, 2006

today so many german homework loh. muz revise next week gt test.. hehe nearly complete my assignment juz tat hav to converted some eng word to german.. is a short compo of 12 sentences abt myself.. but doesnt flow leh.. haha it goes like this..

German Version
Mein Name ist Tan Su Jeng.
Mein Deutsch Name ist Gerda.
Ich wohne in Sembawang.
Ich bin siebzehn Jahre alt.
Ich spreche Englisch, Chinesisch und etwas Deutsch.
~~Currently~~,Ich studiere in ~~NYP~~.
~~The Course~~ Ich studiere ist Multimedia und Informationstechnologie.
~~Meanwhile~~, Ich bin lerne Deutsch.
~~Hope that~~ Ich ~~can score well for~~ Deutsch.
Mein Hobbys ist ~~swimming, sleeping~~ und ~~eating~~.
Ich gern ~~to pamper myself alot~~.
Mein ~~lifetime aim~~ ist ~~to stay happy~~ und ~~cheerful always~~.

English Version
My name is Tan Su Jeng.
My german name is Gerda.
I live in Sembawang.
I am 17 years old.
I speak English, Chinese and a little German.
Currently, I study in NYP.
The Course I study is Multimedia and Information Technology.
Meanwhile, I am learning German.
Hope that i can score well for german.
My hobbys is swimming, sleeping and eating.
I like to pamper myself alot.
My lifetime aim is to stay happy and cheerful always.

abit weird hor.. but.. aiya dun care.. hehe

Smile always | 9:36 PM

my 3rd post of the day..

arhz.. my head is spinning like on merry go round like tat.. my back oso dunno y suddenyl ache.. old liao.. juz now come home didnt bring umberlla then bo bian walk under the rain.. come home kanna nag by my mum.. haix.. bag haven leh.. my shoulder i tink going to dislocate soon...

i miss darling =x=x=x haix.. tink gotta sick again.. watery eyes is back again.. y like tat ar.. juz only rain.. and i was like sick.. omg.. i'm juz 17!!!

Smile always | 7:00 PM

graphic design lesson now.. sian sian.. hmm.. nth better to do now leh.. so sian.. darling haven online... haha i'm reli blur loh.. my birthday i go put 21/12/89 until MY remind me then i realise.. hehe... blur blur.. lalalala..

ltr going to pon lesson liao.. last 2h lecture.. hehe then can 3pm go home slack.. hmm feel like watching movie leh.. Happy feet.. hahaha dunno y recently i like addicted to cartoons liao.. no childhood.. hehe.. i wan watch penguins.. darling pei wo go watch leh.. XD XD darling busy man...

blah blah blah... update again..

Smile always | 1:47 PM

few days nv update liao.. cos no mood to use com.. somemore pass few days darling nt in sg.. so dun feel like online.. somemore completed my punishment of 3 days being ban frm com..

sat went to adidas fair @ expo wif angela.. nth much loh.. cant find the type of bag i wan.. then bo bian went home empty handed.. then went to This Fashion brought the clothes.. $14.40 ok la.. nt very ex.. lucky still gt stock.. hehe.. waiting for my ~~stupid~~ boss to give us more W/Os and our pay then can go buy my shoe.. onli till end of this month.. aaaaaaaaaa.. my xmas present all haven buy sia.. my money haven change still gt abt 3 more weeks?? gt one of the present seems like out of stock.. haiz going to other outlets to check soon..

hmm ytd darling come back frm KL.. miss him so much.. but then heard tat his eyes pain.. haix.. worrying for him.. darling muz take care worx!!!

update ltr..

Smile always | 9:21 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

change my blog liao.. this time darling sure cannot say difficult to find liao.. cos only 1 page only.. darling no more complains hor.. haha..

today sian loh.. the 2h lecture i nv even pay a little attention loh.. i dun even no wat he talking abt.. if.. else.. elseif.. blah blah.. sian... then gt the VB test.. wth chap 1-4 loh.. but i gt the paper is onli frm chap 1-3 de.. b4t then 5 check thru the Vb book liao.. sure fail.. the lowest is 5.. i tink i'm one of them.. haix.. sad sad..

hmmm.. raining again.. somemore is when i juz reach semb.. then no umberlla then go sun plaza walk walk.. check my lens de solution.. the stupid thing.. lucky still can use.. then go this fashion loh.. gotta buy clothes liao.. hehe.. nice nice.. then go try try.. i'll be back for it.. hope will be there.. dunno will kanna other ppl buy anot.. pray hard..

haiz.. i spoil darling de mp4 then darling kanna slap and scolding fom his mama.. i feel so bad sia.. so sorry darling.. wo hai ni kanna slap till like tat.. ur mama power sia slap till so hard.. haiz.. heart pain... SORRY DARLING!!

gotta do my HTML and the ah lian de assignment liao.. tml gt lab test.. but ok la.. ah lian lab quite interesting la.. wouldnt slp.. tml 9.25am muz be in sch.. cannot late ar!!!

Smile always | 7:07 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

haiz.. tink tink tink.. how i wish i could take out my brain and freeze it.. hope tat it can stop me frm tinking.. but impossible.. ok stop it stop it.. i dun wish to tink abt anymore unhappy stuff liao.. juz let nature take its course bahx.. i oso cannot force u cannot drag u.. i'm nt ur leg oso.. its all up to u liao.. i'm sick of asking u liao.. even u dun find me fan i oso find myself fan loh.. i dun wan be so bhb..

today confirm liao.. going to genting on 16/12 de nite.. setting off at 10.30pm.. then 19/12 de evening abt 5 plus 6 plus will reach sg bahx.. luckily nv crush with my mini christmas party.. heheh.. tink gotta be pack during my dec holidays bahx.. juz receive a msg frm serene.. going to hav a bbq during the holiday.. hmm plus hav to work for the money oso.. tink reli other then all this.. dun tink hav enough time for myself liao.. oso gd la.. i oso dun wan stay home see wall..

hmm dunno when then can go out wif darling.. haiz.. maybe wait after his ns or wat.. dunno la... i shall stop thinking abt this topic liao..

Monday

as said should cont my monday de post but delay till now.. hmmm monday gt my german "presentation" singing de schnappi song.. hahaha.. we were ask to read out the thing.. then i forgot loh.. then i was like keep.. hmm wait ar.. then say a few word then again wait ar... pai sei sia.. then quite nervous loh.. dun tink is reli gd la.. is abit worse then our practise de performance loh.. but then hope Frau Lian still will give us a gd grade loh...

Smile always | 9:32 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

weeee~~ tonite darling coming back.. yey.. miss him so much.. but i dunno how to tell him leh.. before he go he gt "warn" me liao.. but then i still.. haiz.. how how?? muz tell him the true..

hmmm.. ytd was planning for the christmas party thing.. almost done wif planning liao.. maybe tml can confirm the date bahx.. cos tml gt kinda of family gathering.. then can ask my aunty liao.. looking forward for the day =)

Smile always | 11:10 AM

Monday, November 20, 2006

sobsob.. SORRY DARLING!!! i did something wrong.. aaaaaaaaa... i didnt do it purposely.. i i.. haiz.. i dunno wat to do.. SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!!! so sorry.. sobsob.. i feel so bad... sorry sorry sorry.. i dun mean it.. sorry sorry sorry!!!

haiz.. today actually is a gd day de.. but then.. haiz.. i miss darling.. I MISS U!!! and muz wait till tml nite.. so long!! haiz.. today nearly cannot wake up oso.. head pain sia.. so tired loh.. haiz... no more mood to say liao.. continue tml..

Smile always | 8:05 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

met up wif MY, angela and florence to do the german thingy.. finally ok la.. counted as done.. muz see tml.. cham cham..

went window shopping wif MY and angela then discuss abt the christmas stuff.. wat to buy, blah blah blah.. still thinking wat to buy for christmas stuff leh..

then juz now met my boss.. tml then give pay.. but then for now, no job.. haiz.. no job=no money.. where to find a job???

2 more days darling will be back... so long.. miss him so much... aaaaaaaaa....

Smile always | 9:09 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

today work work work loh.. then nth special.. come home, eat watch tv then ltr slp... no darling=boring life.. 3 more days darling will be back.. miss u so much..

tml meeting MY, angela and florence for the german thingy.. singing the stupid song and we hav to remember the song... cannot refer to any notes.. gotta stress my ear and mind wif the song for 24h liao..

hmm tml meeting my boss.. hope to get my pay.. cos reli broke liao.. haiz.. i wan find a proper job!!! any lobang???

Smile always | 9:34 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

darling went to cambodia liao.. sobsob i miss him.. but then he say gt com leh.. but then oso didnt see him de.. so sad.. dunno y suddenly so tired.. haiz.. miss darling too much liao..

hmmm.. tml go work.. muz chiong liao.. prepare to work frm morning till nite.. over 90 shops to go.. haiz... hope thing go smooth.. then can finish early.. then sunday going to meet up MY, angela and florence to do german de presentation?? and we going to sing in front of the class.. wat a stupid presentation.. then MY say we make crocodile cos we going to sing slurppy which is abt crocodile de.. then we going to sing ah-car-par-la type de then i going to make the bg effect.. hmmm.. tink juz lalalala can liao.. if is so easy then gd.. tired tired...

Smile always | 10:12 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

tired tired.. today Mr Chai nv come.. the mr seah took over.. hahahah finally gt new face liao.. hahaha then lecture quite better la.. at least is a face tat nv see b4.. then somemore seah de lab better then chai de loh.. at least he gt explain how to do then why like tat loh... but then we nv reli listen to his lecture after all.. haha.. we discussing wat to do for xmas.. then decided to celebrate.. and i tink this year de xmas muz save aside some money..

then after sch went to swimming wif serene.. long long long time nv swim liao.. so shiok.. then we talk talk talk.. then our topic is abt sex loh.. hahah.. serene started first de.. she getting interested in sex after her AIDS talk.. lolx...

then took bus home.. then sit in front of us gt a little cute boy... he is so cute loh.. then he turn around we all talk to him then i eating some kinds of tarts ma.. then serene she say no eating in bus then the boy repeat.. sia la.. say wo loh.. then after the boy alight.. she take out her "mua chee" eat... wth loh... then she say she wanna left a gd impression for tat boy.. gd loh then shoot wo.. wat a fren.. hahahhaha...

Xmas Budget:
FF -> $10-$15
Serene -> $10-???
Darling -> dunno how much the stupid bunny cost.. lolx
fren xchange -> $5-$10

Smile always | 8:43 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

wow.. break record loh.. this is the 4th post for today... haha.. nvm.. anyway i gt nth better to do oso... hehe.. juz wanna upload this pic.. cute hor.. darling make de.. hahaha.. the cake like shit loh.. lolx

Smile always | 9:48 PM

wooHoo.. darling lend me his mp4.. gt music gt thumbdrive.. yey.. muack thx darling.. i love u.. like tat morning go sch no need sian liao.. hehe.. another thing is tml nite de meeting is postpone.. yey.. hahahaha.. heng ar.. if nt cancel friday sure cannot wake up de cos standard go to tat meeting earliest time tat will able to reach home is after 11 before 12 de.. haha.. somemore friday de lesson is 9 plus de loh.. glad is cancel..

hmmm.. i'm broke.. sobsob.. this saturday reli muz go work liao.. no work=no money.. for the sake of money.. i muz go work.. slack for 3 weeks liao.. i'm reli reli broke.. i suffering loh.. no money.. aaaa i hate this type of life.. muz get back asap... jia you jia you!!

Smile always | 9:21 PM

haha.. still in sch.. munching my nuggets.. hehe.. yummy yummy.. i juz love it.. hahaha.. today dunno y so hungry loh.. more ate XN de cake then eat prata then juz now lunch eat yong ta fu.. now eatting nuggets.. today sure fat de.. hahahaha.. but i juz enjoy it =)

today complete AFEW project.. the VB complete except for the calculation which i dunno how to do it.. and the electronics project kinda of completed oso loh..

omg.. my mp3 sux sia.. creative sux loh their service damn lousy de.. i e-mail them and after 1 week they then reply.. ask me do this do tat all cannot loh.. then they ask me bring down to their HQ.. ma fan.. say early ma.. ask me do so many things liao then say.. wth..

tat all for now.. update again when possible =)

Smile always | 4:00 PM

lalal today lesson start at 12 but then 9 plus 10 reach sch liao.. cos we need to do VB project then shun bian celebrate XN birthday.. hahaha nv expected.. but nt fun de ytd we brought the wallet XN alrady guess is for her de.. nt fun.. hahah.. but then glad she like it...

hmmm.. update ltr.. rushing to lesson leh.. byebye =)

Smile always | 11:50 AM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

some pictures we took today =)

Smile always | 9:36 PM

went orchard wif my,yw,xn,angela.. take photos at the wisma there.. hehe cos gt the xmas thingy.. is nice =) then went to heeren to buy wallet for "my" then walk to specialist shopping centre help my mum redem her thing then we walk back to far east.. had my mango lingo.. yummy.. hehehe.. tml whole day is study and project.. so sian.. somemore going sch early to do project.. after sch electronics de project.. i'm flood wif projects...

hmmm.. forgotten wat else i going to say.. hahah forget it then.. going to do my VB project.. =)

Smile always | 8:31 PM

lalala.. freezing in graphic design lesson.. juz completed my "clock".. hahah so boring.. darling working sia.. so hardworking.. hahaha.. so boring leh.. yipee.. ltr going orchard wif my buddies.. hehe.. first time wear the earring tat darling give.. nice nice.. hehe.. muack i love u!!

update ltr..

Smile always | 12:45 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

I Wanna Grow Old With You

Another day without your smile

Another day just passes by

And now I know how much it means

For you to stay right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing in everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now

It causes me to wonder how

Our love til now remains so strong

It makes our reals right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing in everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go but baby I believe

Something's burning strong between us

It makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing in everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you

Sharing in everything you do

I wanna grow old with you

Smile always | 7:20 PM

starting my "grandfather" story.. lolx... today gt very serious mood swing.. can be hyper then suddenly moody.. muz be very serious problem... how.. hu can cure me ar.. tml a "GIRLS" outing to orchard.. lolx.. cos "meiying" wanna buy new roxy wallet.. then we go accompany her choose.. hahaha.. update tml wif more interesting stuff...

darling ar.. reli so difficult to click mehx my page.. but i like leh =p=p=p will change once i sick of it.. maybe when i come back then i change liao.. cos u nt around i sure damn sian de.. i miss u..

Smile always | 7:09 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

today slack slack.. haix tot of going to work but then =x dunno why today at home everyone so bo song.. the hse is so quiet.. i hate it.. meaningless sunday.. alone again.. darling went to malaysia.. haix.. how i wish i gt a proper job that give me the strength to work.. when can i find one??

i wanna to vent my anger.. i'm juz going crazy.. i feel so lonely so alone.. my brain if fill of unhappiness.. i dunno wat wrong wif me.. i juz.. i juz feel reli reli so insecure but then i love u.. i wanna be wif u.. can u tell me wat to do?? i'm juz so fan.. i dunno wat to do.. somebody teach me plz.. haix.. i'm juz nt myself.. where can i find myself?? i dun wan u worry for me.. i dun wan like last time becos of me spoil ur mood.. i juz wan u be happy.. i juz wanna hide my sadness frm u but u make me say all out.. why.. wheneva i talk to u, u make me feel so comfortable.. u make me wanna say everything out.. haix.. i juz feel so lonely.. thou u say to be wif me.. but then we arent around wif me.. i juz reli reli feel so alone.. lonely life.. I HATE IT!!! when then will u reli appear by my side, having a shoulder to lean on, a hand tat wipe my tears, a trust then comfort me.. i reli need u.. i wan to stop washing my face wif tears.. i reli hen tong ku....

Smile always | 12:08 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

hahaha today super hyper loh.. hahaha.. but then dunno why so early tired liao.. maybe laugh too much in the day.. lol.. hmmm.. basically today nth special.. juz fixing some html stuff then study study.. muz prepare for presentation nxt week.. cham..

today ah lian lesson abt twenty min onli sia.. shiok.. hahahah then today she oso quite hyper leh.. laugh none stop.. then the "neighbour" damn naggy sia.. keep asking question none stop.. he is soooo..... he ask ah lian this question:"May i hav ur name card plz!!" lol.. even ah lian oso laugh loh.. hahaha...

today funny loh.. me and XN walk pass one couple then the girl ask the guy.. u now break? then the guy say yes.. then me and XN dunno wat wrong wif our mind.. we no their break=free time.. but the way we tink is break up..lol.. then i go ask angela.. when we break.. she say 3.. then i say should we patch up.. hahaha then we all laugh then follow by MY they all came.. and i ask the same question then we all laugh again.. hahaha.. so stupid of us.. lol..

after sch.. went home wif MY,YW and CH... gossip gossip.. hehe.. and tat all for today =)

Smile always | 9:17 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

after sch went to anson rd wif yuwen and meiying for the adidas job interview.. is last min loh.. cos yuwen filp thru the newpaper during lecture then saw de then we last min take cab down.. cos onli left 1h.. then the taxi uncle so funny loh.. he alot thing say.. then say till jurong alot pai kai.. then we all laugh then say like go clubbing dun wat dun wat then we all look at yuwen.. hahaha..

then reach there.. juz rite.. then fill in form then wait for the person to call.. then we go in groups of 5.. then they ask question mostly on our opinion type de.. then 5 i tink onli choose 1.. then yuwen kanna shortlisted.. then say will call her again...

then take train back reach home abt 7 like tat... then my mama ask me when my holiday.. then she say maybe 17-19 dec going to genting.. cos my aunty wan to book a van can 22 ppl sit de.. then go genting.. but date nt yet confirm.. hahah.. so standard.. every 2 years go genting 1 time.. lol... hmm maybe buy serene de xmas present there.. cos last time i go gt 1 shop de necklace very special.. dunno still gt anot.. if gt then buy tat... nt cheap oso.. lol

Homework for the Day: IT1845- VB book pg 193 (Quick Loan)

Smile always | 8:51 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

I Cry

You said goodbye

I fell apart

I fell from all we had

To I never knew

I needed you so bad

You need to let things go

I know, you told me so

I've been through hell

To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away

Can't stand another day without you

Without the feeling

I once knew

I cry silently

I cry inside of me

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry

Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now

You would know just how

How hard I try

Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new

Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)

I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away

Can't stand another day without you

Without the feeling

I once knew

I cry silently

I cry inside of me

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry

Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow

If I could lose the pain and sorrow

I would do just anything

To make you see

You still love me

I cry silently

I cry inside of me

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

I cry

Cause you're not here with me

I cry

Cause I'm lonely as can be

I cry hopelessly

Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

Smile always | 10:14 PM

feeling much much more better.. after sch, accompany serene to take her spect.. then walk around the area saw some shoe at reli cheap price ranging frm $3.90 to $9.90.. i tink they clearing stock.. then saw some high heels quite nice.. was trap between whether to buy anot.. but in the end nv buy.. hahaha.. to tink my mother actually encourage me to buy cos she say cheap cheap buy loh.. hahaha..

then walk almost the whole area there then take bus back to sp.. went to This Fashion see the clothes.. some nt bad la.. but.. feel tat there nt a need to buy.. so nv buy loh..

Christmas is coming.. hahaha buying present for FF.. then PP buying for me.. we draw lots.. hahaha.. last year oso.. i brought for PP her fav piglet.. then FF brought for me Famous Amos de cookie wif the metal box.. this year dunno wat to buy for FF.. Serene oso.. going to xchange present wif darling too.. hahaha..

Smile always | 9:45 PM

Finally.. over liao.. everything remind the same.. i'm juz too harsh i split out all my bo song to him.. feeling better liao.. but i no everything i say do affect him abit.. I'm sorry..

Is not only ur fault. I'm at fault too. I'm Sorry for everything. I reli feel very tong ku to ren liao. That's y i will say it all out. Thou i gt abit regret of telling u all that. But now, i reli feel alot better. At least i tell u everything. Not hiding a single thing frm u. I Love You!

Smile always | 4:16 PM

I DUN WAN THIS ENDING!!!

Smile always | 10:35 AM

y do i feel down in the early morning? i juz cant slp well last nite(nt becos i've watch the grudge) my mind like alot of things flashing thru.. i juz cant capture wat am i worrying/thinking about.. i wan to say out everything but the consquences might be... haiz.. i reli very tong ku.. the feeling seems fading.. i dun wan tat to happen.. but then.. maybe i just think too much..

Smile always | 10:15 AM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

today de mood is quite good loh... maybe get enough slp ytd? hehe.. went to watch movie with afew frenz.. watch The Grudges 2.. a stupid show with no ending and i the movie is like happening in 2 countries.. and the stupid thing is tat u can watch it then suddenly jump back to japan de scene then jump back to california de scene de loh... so messy... the story actually is nt scary at all is the ghost that is scary.. look like zhen zhi loh... then most of the show i was covering my eyes.. cos of the stupid ghost.. at first i tot is a hong kong or wateva de ghost movie cos gt the Edison ma.. who knows is actually a jap ghost movie.. i dun like.. I wan watch Flashed Away.. hehe..

haix dunno wat the hell happening wif my mp3.. i juz cannot on it.. even i change to a new battery.. wat the crap.. i onli didnt listen to it for 2 days and become like tat.. sobsob.. haix.. no mp3 equal to no life.. so sian loh.. i hate it.. e-mail to customer service liao.. dunno wat next.. juz onli can wait for reply loh.. sobsob

Smile always | 7:51 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

haix.. dunno currently feeling odd odd de.. like feeling down like tat.. haix wat happen to me? maybe becos my head pain bahx.. i oso dunno leh.. who can cheer me up? *sobsob*

finally complete first part of Mr son project.. tot of lots and lots of stupid ideas.. all last min work.. hmmm but our chosen idea tink nt bad bahx... hehe *secret* lol.. stupid me..

today when going home wif angela,mei ying, yuwen and blah blah.. tot of a stupid real stupid idea of earning money.. lol.. cannot say out ltr kanna sue.. hehe... we no can liao.. i cant imagine i can say such a stupid thing tat make everyone laugh till stomach pain.. shouldnt say anymore.. no mood to joke now... =(

Smile always | 10:57 PM

today tired tired.. wake up at 6 plus in order nt to be late for the 8am de lesson.. but in the end still late.. i'm tired.. head pain eye pain wth with me.. sobsob.. my mp3 today morning dunno y suddenly cannot on my mp3.. i tot is no bat.. then i go change the battery still the same.. sobsob.. wat happen to my mp3??? cannot even on.. today journey to schis so boring without my mp3.. arhz...

Smile always | 2:27 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

yucks yucks.. dinner is actually very nice de.. but due to some stupid ppl(forgotten who) suggest games tat make the dinner more "enjoyable".. cos we having popiah for the dinner.. then we make the most disgusting popiah then we open number see who is the most unlucky one to eat my elder sis(FF) make de popiah.. and i'm the one.. somemore is 2 in a row..

the most disgusting popiah: roll the popiah skin into cone-like shape.. pour in the tian jiang(sweet sauce) into the popiah filled almost half of the popiah then throw in turnips till full..

last time i onli no tat eat chilli if too hot will cry.. but eat too much tian jiang will oso cry loh.. i eat till my eyes full of tears sia.. the whole mouth full of tian jiang the taste.. yucks.. *vomit* the worst popiah i ever have..

then FF kanna till my younger sis(PP) make de popiah.. the weird-est popiah.. a popiah which is nt full of turnips but full of tao gay(beanspout).. hahaha.. but at least nicer then mine loh tian jiang popiah.. lol

Smile always | 8:48 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

lalala its nite time.. hehe.. today finally past.. long lecture+lab.. hmm today finally completed ytd de homework b4 geroge tan came.. hehe.. wooHoo.. i like geroge tan today de lab leh.. HTML... something that i long wanted to learn since last time when i first handle it.. finally now get a chance to learn it.. yipee... interesting leh.. type type type.. then the final product.. nice nice.. hehe..

today late for "ah lian" lesson.. luckily nv being mark down.. * Next time cannot late for her lesson even for the Mr seah wan oso* muz take note.. if nt i sure first to die de..

hmmm.. tml muz work work work.. aiming for the bag.. aaaaaaa.. damn nice saw it tat time at bugis street.. the bag is $40+++ but darling say if he buy can get discount till $30++ cos his fren work at there.. hehehe.. but first of all muz hav the money first.. jia you jia you.. i love the bag.. hehe gotta fight wif my sis... see who buy first =p damn nice sia.. is actually shoulder bag then is leather de then abit rect de.. then abit punk type de.. nice nice.. fall for it the first time i saw but no money so cannot buy first :'(

Smile always | 10:19 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY - The Moffatts

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day

Girl I'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You're all that I want
You're all that I need
(You're all that I need)

Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day

Girl I'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day

Girl I'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy

Smile always | 6:42 PM

another sian day.. dunno why Mr Chai he so the wan de.. muz on the dot then let us off de.. 1 min eariler oso cannot.. he reli stick to his "principle".. today lab i didnt complete my assignment given.. sobsob.. tml gt George Tan de lesson.. tink he will be late again so maybe tml in lab chiong finish then can submit liao.. hehe.. i hate homework!!

tml long long day.. frm 9am to 6pm.. haiz i will miss my home de leh.. hope ah lian will release us eariler.. *pray hard pray hard*

woo.. i love my blog song.. hehe.. trying to find the lyrics for it.. * Miss You Like Crazy * I reli miss u..

haix.. last nite i say wrong things.. i regret of saying tat.. sorry darling.. i will nv say tat again.. sorry sorry sorry.. so sorry.. lucky u nv say ok.. if nt i sure regret de.. thx darling for wif me.. I Love u Always!!

Smile always | 6:30 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

i've change my blogskin.. cos dunno y so odd leh.. at sch view the blog everything like mess up.. so juz change loh..

today reli very short day loh.. 3h de lesson became 1h.. 2h de lecture was cancel.. then meet serene at semb then went to semb shopping centre then wait for my sis.. then nth to do de then we go aracde play play loh.. then duno y my sis so slow then we cannot wait liao me and serene we go eat first.. eat the buffet.. order so many many things loh eat till stomach wanna burst liao.. then sit there talk talk talk... then eat tofu.. hehehe.. then we laugh till my stomach pain loh.. then feel like vomiting oso.. the serene went to toilet vomit.. cos she kanna force to eat the sushi tat she dun like.. hehe.. but nt our fault leh.. is she order wrong de.. haha.. then i cannot stop burping and yawning loh.. duno y.. dessert for the day.. strawberry smile.. damn nice.. is actually frozen strawberry coated wif white chocolate then inside fill wif ice de cream.. *yummy*

Serene
Feng Tofu Tofu =)
2 monkeys

Smile always | 7:33 PM