Smile Always =)

3 tests 2 completed.. 1 more to go.. wohoo~ think gotta be busy bahx.. after fri paper, gotta rush all reports, project.. only left 3 weeks plus to complete all project.. then exam.. so fast.. when will then be my holidays?? holidays seem so fast end.. but sch days all so... slow.. but then compare to those at pri... haha i think i'm better bahx.. haha they still hav long long way to go.. poor thing... past few days was actually slacking, test are all one day before study de.. so dun expect to score bahx.. but at least a B plz.. anyway.. fri math.. sian loh.. gotta study bahx.. tml.. hehe.. today enjoy abit first =)

Smile always | 1:54 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

everything has come to an end.. finally i feel the sense of relief(maybe).. thou it ended again but this time.. maybe i've sort my tots bahx... was quite hyper after everything is clear.. is it a gd thing?? but then i gt the feeling.. Su Jeng is back.. muahaha.. crappy crappy.. i think so bahx.. or maybe i'll be more crazy the previous?? haha.. wateva.. anyway ytd found out tat this song quite nice.. haha.. thou i heard alot of time.. haha.. dunno la juz like it... sound meaningful to me..

here's the lyrics::

歌曲：绿洲
歌手：阿沁

长满了水草的绿洲

忽然变成无人沙漠

你的声音变成了一句颤抖

我抬头找不到天空

一切灰的那么没救

从你离开以后这世界的晴朗

隔离我封锁我

分手改变我你改变我

就连笑容都被我摔到了风中

爱是一片绿洲

我们曾经拥有

现在布满伤人不眨眼的沉默

心碎改变我爱改变我

浪费自由只得到更多的寂寞

不再爱了以后

(寻)找新方向走

想起你流过的眼泪我却哭了

为什么

这片绿洲变成沙漠

你改变我爱改变我

Smile always | 4:45 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

hahaha.. juz took this test somewhere.. interestin.. hehe i no my drawing sux.. but too bad i cant draw wif a mouse =)

What does your drawing say about YOU?

You are driven and ambitious and tend to make radical moves to reach your goals.
You have a peaceful mind, viewing the world with calm and serenity. To you, life is not about struggle and strife but about existence and co-existence.
You like following the rules and being objective. You are precise and meticulous, and like to evaluate decisions before making them.
You have a sunny, cheerful disposition.

Smile always | 1:55 PM

haven started study =( jia lat liao... but i simply hav no mood to study leh... only gt mood to play.. hehe... watch spider lillies.. wth loh.. only watch finish part 1 and part 2.. cannot load halfway.. arhx.. anyway nth much to update..

Blackpepper Crabbie

ha.. one hand gone!!

yummy.. anyway the bread taste nicer then the filling.. hehe

dang dang~~ complete-ly in my stomach

Smile always | 1:39 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

gosh.. not in any study mood.. i dun think i study any single stuff for my common test yet.. die =X anyway ytd working was busy.. nt busy bcos of serving customer.. is busy becos of refilling stock then dunno why ytd de customer wan to try the clothes all frm the mar-ne-quee(model) de.. hehe.. then hav to remove the clothes then take new piece wear it back.. very ma fan de loh.. especially those wrap rounds..

my dinner was an interesting ones.. brought the crabbie bread frm breadtalk.. so cute.. crabbie crabbie.. then was playing wif it.. haha.. ok wateva i'm childish.. and dun ever try the blackpepper crabbie thou is very cute.. its full of blackpepper and taste like blackpepper only.. might well buy one bottle of blackpepper and eat it.. no difference.. next time try other crabbie then update.. hehe..

anyway.. ytd so stupid loh.. the next shop de guy called me i tot wat happen.. then he ask me do i no siyi.. of cos i no.. lol.. then i tot wat.. then he ask.. do u hav her number.. -.-" of cos i hav lah.. then i ask him back u wan chio her ar... then he smile and gave the paisei look.. funny loh.. then i say ppl gt bf liao then 360 degree.. zoom.. his expression was kind of disppointed and i think abit bo song la.. then he say duno wat i ask him repeat then he say nth.. then he change topic.. lol.. think he abit bo song me la.. cos he give me those stupid face.. hahah.. but too bad la.. he ask wrong ppl liao.. i will nv give my fren number to other ppl without their consent.. too bad.. but did i say till too bad?? hahah.. make him paisei.. but.. who cares.. lol..

ha.. someone pls psycho me into study mood leh...

Smile always | 12:37 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

emo emo emo~~ arhz.. fed up with this feeling.. where is my hyper-ness??? easily f**k up with juz little things... wats wrong with me?? who am i now?? 18 years, and now a sudden change.. gosh.. i cant stand myself..

ytd went to watch pirates of the caribbean.. ok.. hmm.. enjoy it.. sooo nice.. simply love pirates.. muahahaha.. pirates.. cool~~ especially the last part they fight on the sea.. and i was like wooooo~~~ exciting.. pirates rockx!! hahaha..

anyway i might be a little crazy.. common test is next week.. i haven touch a single thing and i still hav time for my pirates.. wateva to say.. i've study abit of JAVA ok.. and java sux.. stack, queue, trees, binary wat the hell to study this?? as if it will be useful for my future.. nth gets into my head.. except the graph struture of the wateva matrix.. tat is the most easy ones.. haha.. and i hate all the fixes wateva pre-fixes, post-fixes wat so eva.. confused with it..

haven even master java and up next will be math.. maths.. hate the topic tot tat i would nt ever touch it in poly.. but.. maybe they juz love me too much.. probablilty.. dunno wat i have learn in this topic.. will 1 day enuff for me to complete my math prep??? i must be crazy.. hahah.. and the web portal or dunno wat.. the whole txtbook.. the principle of we design.. frankly speaking, i didnt even flip through it BEFORE since i brought it.. seriously... i buy liao i put at the side.. till ytd when i packing my stuff then i realise i got this book.. hehe.. still completely new..

gotta go for work soon.. *yawn* money money money~~ $.$

Smile always | 1:44 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

monday liao.. next week common test week liao.. cham~~ haven touch anything.. ytd out wif serene.. she is damn.. raffles city she saw the word raffles then she say at raffles place... lucky before we tap our card out of the mrt, i ask her raffles where.. and she told me raffles B1.. i was like.. huh B1?? which B1?? she say raffles loh.. then i huh raffles?? B1?? raffles MRT B1?? then i ask her check again.. then she see.. ya wat raffles then i take her voucher see.. is raffles city.. wth loh.. raffles city is at raffles.. then we took train back to city hall..

went to marina square walk walk.. went to the Imperial Treasure Restuarant(nt sure the name la) to have our lunch.. the food there sux.. the xiao long bao inside is only dry meat loh.. unlike the normal wan tat hav soup inside.. then have the ramen.. mine the zha jian mee nt bad la.. then serene order the sichuan dan dan mee.. er xin loh.. is like.. only hav sesame and the gravy damn thick and the gravy like oil + dunno wat sauce only loh.. eat till wan vomit.. then we order the pepsi.. the person bring the can and the cup.. we was like.. -.-" somemore juz tat meal cost us abt $12++ is not worth it at all.. the food juz sux..

at nite went to Bottle Tree @ Semb.. quite crowded.. had the Banana Scallop.. hehe.. yummy.. then the worker quite poor thing leh.. see them like run here run there... they reli run loh.. cos the place is like a big big concourse like tat they hav to run frm one end till another.. poor thing..

oh ya.. ytd walk pass donut factory again.. the queue was short loh.. the end of the queue is only till the cd shop only.. nt even till crumpler there loh.. wth.. tot weekend would be a long one.. maybe becos ytd is Father's Day???

Smile always | 1:24 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

3 years ago

lonely till i gotta no u.. u bring laughter to me.. u make me addicted to com.. u make a boring habbo game into a interesting one.. thou i hav a bad impression on u.. but.. fren fren wat.. nth special..

2 years ago

feeling towards u grew.. but i was still uncertain.. i only no i miss u.. time pass reli slow without u.. no one there to joke with me.. no one there to accompany me.. no one there to make fun of me.. no one there to brighten up my day.. i reli start to miss u.. and realise tat i want u be part of my life..

1 year ago

u hav offically become part of my life.. i no how silly i am.. i dunno how u look like wat is the real u.. but my heart seems control over my mind.. i dun wan to think so much leh.. i trust my feeling for u.. i believe u oso feel tat.. the power of love is reli so great.. i feel the happiness, joy.. the power of love give me the strength to carry on.. carry on waiting for u..

Present

power of love is fading.. in a glaced, i'm all alone.. drowning in my tears.. i dun understand.. why must we make things till like tat.. why some ~~couple~~ can hav a happy ending.. but why muz we choose the sad ones.. i reli hate it.. 3 years already.. i've been waiting for 3 years.. u can say i unreasonable or wat.. i dun care.. but i reli hate waiting.. i reli reli hate it so much.. i reli cannot predict wat will happen next..

Future

Will my future contain u??

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ytd went to donut factory.. queue for 4h.. think is sch holiday bahx.. fren and fren queuing, couples, mother and child.. so many ppl loh.. but i brought 24 donuts.. total.. is nice de oh.. brought one for him.. reli hoping that he will enjoy it.. but.. haix.. *speechless*

Smile always | 2:34 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

THE END!!!

i dunno wat happen.. it is juz a sudden end.. i hate it.. how i wish there is no ending.. but.. it had already happened.. no turning back.. wat can i do?? juz accept it.. u think tat like tat i will reli happy?? i dunno.. i should be relieve rite?? but why dun i feel the sense of relieve?? however, i felt a sense of lost.. a sense of.. something that i use to hav and now is gone.. a very important thing.. or maybe is i too timid?? i hav already tot of ending it but juz tat.. i'm afraid i'll regret.. and i dun wan it to happen i juz dun dare to face the fact.. but now, i still hav to face it.. haix.. is this so called life experience?? haiz.. why cant i hav a happy ending... why muz make things till so.. hard to accept.. haiz..

finally i no and i think i'll remember for life as long as i take MRT.. nv stay in for over 2hours.. if not will kanna fine $2.. haix.. wat a waste..

simply hate today.. thou is 13 but nt friday rite??? haiz.. bad wed..

Smile always | 7:53 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

ytd went to chomp chomp eat eat eat.. hahaha.. the 6 of us order abt 8 dishes.. hokkien mee, satay bee hoon, fried oyster, carrot cake, satay, stringray, bbq chicken wings, flavoured beancurd and XXL sugercane water.. haha.. yum yum~~ then ytd when going back then realised gt shortcuts... haha.. frm AMK go only abt 15mins de bus journey loh.. haha.. jia lat.. think will go there often.. cham liao.. lol..

thur steamboat, fri donuts.. this week pok liao ar... somemore my printing machine return to MY liao.. hahhaahh.. muz wait till next month.. lol -.-"

Smile always | 11:21 AM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

I'm lost.. I'm reli lost.. I'm stuck in nowhere.. where i could only shed my tears hoping tat u will pop out frm some where.. i'm insane.. i'm stupid wateva anyone else can say.. but nth can describe the kind of feeling.. the kind of feeling for u.. i feel like giving up everything.. but there is juz some kind of force that stop me frm doing tat.. i noe tat if i reli give up somehow or someday i'll regret.. wat kind of force is this i dunno how to describe.. is this love?? i reli dunno wat is love.. my heart is somehow like.. dead?? but.. i.. i reli dunno wat to say wat to do.. jus hope that someday someone will enlighten me.. hoping is u..

Smile always | 11:00 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

muahahha.. so long nv update liao.. forgot wat i did last few days.. only remember juz now on the way to sch in train i was at there "fa tie".. thinking of dunno wat.. hmm.. ytd brought 2 new shirt frm giordano.. using SX de voucher. hehe.. total $43 discount till $29.40.. hehe.. 30% leh.. siao siao.. brought new slipper frm serene.. ok ok loh.. nt bad.. think the quality quite gd ba.. will last longer.. hope so.. hehe..

bugs bunny going NS next week leh =[ sian.. finally next week start of 2 weeks break.. enjoy enjoy =) study study =( haha.. think after common test will be busy wif all lots of project bahx... and ytd discuss wif rene.. maybe going back DSO to work during the 1 month bahx.. at least will able to earn quite alot.. =)

Smile always | 9:19 AM

Monday, June 04, 2007

wee~~ long time nv post leh.. ya i no.. haha.. due to my laziness.. hehe.. ps ps.. anyway next week holiday liao.. yipee =) =) 2 week breaks.. but some poor ppl gt attachment no holiday leh.. nvm la.. i help them enjoy bahx.. +) anyway pirates of caribbean-At world end starts liao.. but haven watch leh.. chio-ing ppl pei me watch.. hehe..

completed the e-assignment stuff, reports, one more presentation to go.. hehe.. relax relax liao~~ yohoo~~ hmm... lesson time.. update ltr..

Smile always | 10:54 AM