Smile Always =)

I just cannot tahan some ppl..
you just care abt yourself and throw all the "SHIT" job to others..
and when the outcome is like "SHIT" then u just blame it on others...
but did u ever think before u say??
u are the one who produce all these "SHIT"..
u think if u do more u will score better right, but in the end what u do is all useless..
and is only YOUR part..
we have feeling de loh..
we oso wan do well de loh, not only u loh..
but STOP being a "PERFECTIONIST"..
we oso wan everything ends smoothly and nicely but it is impossible to produce everything PERFECTLY in such a short period..
"PREPARED" and "DIDNT PREPARED" is 2 different meaning hor..
i did prepared my work and my part is 5 mins i just took 3 mins of it i think is ok de loh..
but u just gave me 1 min and this part cut off that part cut off, why not u just cut off my part and u present my part then just let me stand there "stone"..
if just stand there "stone" then i gt my marks i dun mind loh..
and if u think that u already done all u can and is we who spoil everything then i advise u not to work in a team..
but dun forget u need us to help u score too..
though this is more to what u have learn but to some extent, some of the parts u need our brain to work for u..
and dun think that wat we done is just 'chicken feet'..
we oso have others projects on and what our projects is much more then urs loh..
u just need to sit in front of a com and type reports..
but we are not loh..
one day if u are going to do our work..
i can guarantee to u that u sure will break down de loh..
dun think that we always 'diam diam' then very nice to bully..
but we are just not like u, we gt think of other ppl feeling loh..
and i think the rest maybe oso cannot tahan u leh loh..
just that u all are classmate so bo bian..
but too bad..
u are not my classmate..
and u keep thinking that we didnt put in our best but i can tell u that
we will only able to do our best if we are treated with RESPECT!

*Do not cross over my limits if not you wouldnt know what will I do to you.
*One day you might die without knowing why

Smile always | 10:29 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Napfa today~
as usual la, standing board jump fail!
then sit up, fail..
sad loh..
sit up i most confident de but i fail..
cos i think monday tat day when to gym then train too hard on my tummy leh
now the muscle like cramp cramp de...
and as for 2.4km..
i ran 5 rounds then rain!!
then cancel..
waste my 5 rounds...
next week must go retake again loh...
but ok la..
though it wil be a fail but i tried!! =)
maybe wait till FYP then go retake..
hehe..

anyway napfa end at 6 plus then walk with avenlin and xue ning..
its been a long long time since we catch up with one another..
so ya..
actually intend to take a bus home frm yishun since is raining..
but reach till bus interchange me and xn haven talk finish so we went to mac sit down and "gossip"..
haha..
for ard 2h ++..
and seriously its a long long time since we like tat talk la..
and we need to updates each other..
haha..
somemore we only left abt 1 more sem and few more weeks to our working life leh.
by then i think everyone will be busy with our own work leh..

hmm..
seriously alot of things need to update each other leh..
some things tend to change alittle..
but some remains =)
*memories

wonder when will be the next time all of us will be together crapping again..

Smile always | 11:34 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Come What May - Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I’ve never seen the sky before
Want to furnish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you, until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn’t seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there’s no mountain too high, no river too wide
Sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may go by
But I love you ( I love you), until the end (until the end) of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh come what may
Come what may
I will love you (I will love you)

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Smile always | 9:32 PM

Projects on-hand

- 3D animation (Wk 17)
- Director Project 2

Project In Progress

- DRM Website (Wk 15)

Project Done =)

- Portfolio
- ICT report
- NE report

~ 2 weeks to common test (Comm Skill)
~ 1 month to exam (DRM)

and then..
HOLIDAYS!!!! =)

Smile always | 8:37 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Totally no mood for Projects again =(

Smile always | 10:08 PM

looking through the previous post in my blog..
*FLASHBACK!!
haha..
memories..

intend to improve on my portfolio..
but my mood is just swinging ard..
let me swing~~
haha..

tried out my ICT de CMS..
at least i did something rite..
haha..

next week will be busy??
i didnt report for work for abt 1 week leh.. XD
partially is i'm lazy.
however, busy stands out more..
busy with projects..
except my NE is clear, portfolio touch up abit more..
the rest is still left uncomplete..

next week will be week 15 leh..
2 more week to the end of this sem..
is fast but when think of projects submission..
2 weeks to complete a 3D animation, director project 2, ICT report..
DRM presentation next week..
after tat it will be down till exam..
techno rehersal next week, and ED day in 2 weeks time..

drowning~~

Smile always | 12:02 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Dad went to Batam for work today..
will be back every 2 weeks..
Hopefully he will take care of himself =)

Smile always | 10:56 AM

Monday, July 14, 2008

Projects on-hand

- DRM Website (Wk 15)
- ICT report (Wk 15/16)
- 3D animation (Wk 17)
- Director Project 2

Project In Progress

- Portfolio, 80% done (Wk 14)

Project Done =)

- NE report

Smile always | 3:02 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

finally~~

my portfolio finally is 80% done..

left my Gallery part which i still figuring out...

haha..

spent 7h to do the portfolio..

but ok la..

at least i did something..

*dining at Waraku @ Marina Square

*Yuwen's birthday

*US

*the gals =)

*the guys

*Jing Jun and Me =)

*our drinks

the yummy pasta =)

Smile always | 8:36 PM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Ytd went to celebrate yuwen's birthday in advance @ Waraku..
our class end early compared to the rest so we(jing jun, erwitt, me) meet early and went to get yuwen present..
brought her a shoulder bag with a laptop bag integreted in it..
and is chilli red in color..
hahah..
and mango cake from Riva..

then we went to Marina square reserve place first then went to shop ard..
cos the bag quite plain so erwitt suggest to get something to put on the bag..
then we brought the sesame de big bird soft toy with a happy birthday and a present attached to it..
and the combination of the big bird and the bag blends well..
hahaha =)

then walk ard and wait for them to arrive..
then we talk talk eat eat then eat finish we ask the person to serve the cake..
thinking of giving yuwen a surprise..
but the person prepare the cake right behind yuwen, where the drink pantry located..
so ya..
she knew it..
haha..

as usual photo taking session after tat..
and home sweet home..

on the way back was chatting with meiying and xuening..
its been a super long time since we chat("gossip") loh..
and talk crap..
hahah =)
thus, it made me super high ytd nite =)
*not becos of the lathe*

this week is week 13 leh..
exam timetable out..
only gt 1 paper and is on 20 aug..
ard week 19..
which means i have 6 more weeks to exam..
and 5 more weeks to end of sem..
after this sem only gt 2 week holiday then gotta move on to FYP/IAP leh..
by then i think it will be harder for us to meet up leh..
cos of the different schedule..
now at least in sch still can say hi/bye..
but when it comes to FYP/IAP..
where will we be??

and soon will be working life or some might be in Uni..
super fast loh..
think back, just 2 years back where we all just met and attending orientation..
and now, soon we will be having our own life leh..
time for us to get together will be lesser..
so sad..

super look forward for the next birthday celebration..
cos then is the time where we all will get together again =)
haha..

Dear friends,

Jia you for projects!! =)

Smile always | 10:25 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

today meet serene went to bugis "bai bai"..
then went in to bencoolen to get the kinda of "crystal" de ring..
cos tat time i went then saw gt 1 type is i like de..
but tat time didnt buy la..
then today i went i brought 2..
1 is abit pinkish/purple white is for "ren yuan"
then the other is abit white de is for "pin an"

spend alot for these few weeks..
my pay for last month is almost used up..
but no choice..
health is more important then money..
=)

Coming week gotta chiong my techno project and portfolio..
*I wanna gt rid of my dark ring!!

Smile always | 10:17 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

my thinking started to change..
for 19 years..
I've be hoping for the day to come..
but after all the things happening ard me..
It changes my thinking..

ytd watch the show - Oprah
the topic is like married mens having affairs..
though only watch part of the show..
but...

Anyway there was this lady speaking from her experience..
Her husband left her for another woman. She realised that her husband was having an affair when she is pregnant with their FOURTH child. and after months her child was born, her husband left her for the other woman. no matter how hard she beg her husband, grab his leg, he still left her. And now her she is alone taking care of her 4 children. and her children is all so young loh. the eldest only 10 and the youngest only 7 months old loh.

maybe that is life, fate??

Smile always | 1:00 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

Projects on-Hand

*IM Portfolio(Wk 14)
*ICT Project(Wk 15/16)
*DRM Project(Wk 15)
*3D Animation(Wk 17)

this is all i could remember..
but i think there are afew more bahx...

finally the day has come..
Handed up 3D model and product..
relieve..
but sad to see my product..
it is just so...
haiyo..
but better then nth la..

Director too..
was actually done..
but then i think is the software prob..
keep giving me errors =(
keep the copy tat is handed up is ok..

seriously..
i WANT a break!!
but..
possible??

Smile always | 3:44 PM

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Things to be done

- ~~Director Project~~
- ICT Project
- 3D Project Visualisation (animated)
- IM Portfolio, Week 14

well..
finally director is counted as completed??
thou it is not prefect..
but at least there is something there..
hopefully can pass??
cos i think wat i've done is just too simple =(

completed the 3D models..
give up on some of the models..
am I getting worse??

as for the 3D product..
my product is reli..
~~SUCKS!~~

There is no time for me to slack!!
For the last 5 weeks..
hopefully i have the motivation to chiong my projects..

加油! 加油! 加油!

Smile always | 11:38 PM

hopefully she will be fine soon..

Smile always | 12:23 AM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

had my hep A 2nd jab just now..
2nd jab is not that numb leh..
haha..
my hand can move freely =)
haha..

but dunno why just now suddenly feel so tired..
and took a nap after my early dinner..
haha..
i almost dun wan to crawl out of my bed till my sis came and pull my hair..
*ouch*
after a nap is so refreshing..
haha..

that is why finally..
i can completed my product visualisation de model..
left the material part..
haha..
worse part of 3D modelling..
but at least i did something =)

as for director project is abit..
erm...
well..
i just do wateva i can..
at least i did something rite..
haha..

and my 3D models..
gotta edit some model here and there..

coming thursday is our techno presentation..
gotta prepare my script =)

nite!!

Smile always | 10:22 PM