i dunno wat happen.. it is juz a sudden end.. i hate it.. how i wish there is no ending.. but.. it had already happened.. no turning back.. wat can i do?? juz accept it.. u think tat like tat i will reli happy?? i dunno.. i should be relieve rite?? but why dun i feel the sense of relieve?? however, i felt a sense of lost.. a sense of.. something that i use to hav and now is gone.. a very important thing.. or maybe is i too timid?? i hav already tot of ending it but juz tat.. i'm afraid i'll regret.. and i dun wan it to happen i juz dun dare to face the fact.. but now, i still hav to face it.. haix.. is this so called life experience?? haiz.. why cant i hav a happy ending... why muz make things till so.. hard to accept.. haiz..
finally i no and i think i'll remember for life as long as i take MRT.. nv stay in for over 2hours.. if not will kanna fine $2.. haix.. wat a waste..
simply hate today.. thou is 13 but nt friday rite??? haiz.. bad wed..
