wasnt feeling very gd past few days.. haiz.. mood swing.. then i keep anyhow fa pi qi.. sad.. so sorry for him.. kanna scold by me =( haiz.. dun think can go thailand wif serene leh.. cos.. something shouldnt mention.. anyway dunno why nowadays i dun reli feel tat i will be able to study uni loh.. see my sis.. cos of money matter.. study till so xin ku.. unless i able to get into like NUS or NTU loh.. but.. juz no confident loh.. maybe i juz aiming too high.. anyway muz thx him worx.. keep encourage me.. ask me study hard... but.. haiz.. let nature takes it course loh.. if reli cannot go in uni.. then work loh..