y do i feel down in the early morning? i juz cant slp well last nite(nt becos i've watch the grudge) my mind like alot of things flashing thru.. i juz cant capture wat am i worrying/thinking about.. i wan to say out everything but the consquences might be... haiz.. i reli very tong ku.. the feeling seems fading.. i dun wan tat to happen.. but then.. maybe i just think too much..