today slack slack.. haix tot of going to work but then =x dunno why today at home everyone so bo song.. the hse is so quiet.. i hate it.. meaningless sunday.. alone again.. darling went to malaysia.. haix.. how i wish i gt a proper job that give me the strength to work.. when can i find one??
i wanna to vent my anger.. i'm juz going crazy.. i feel so lonely so alone.. my brain if fill of unhappiness.. i dunno wat wrong wif me.. i juz.. i juz feel reli reli so insecure but then i love u.. i wanna be wif u.. can u tell me wat to do?? i'm juz so fan.. i dunno wat to do.. somebody teach me plz.. haix.. i'm juz nt myself.. where can i find myself?? i dun wan u worry for me.. i dun wan like last time becos of me spoil ur mood.. i juz wan u be happy.. i juz wanna hide my sadness frm u but u make me say all out.. why.. wheneva i talk to u, u make me feel so comfortable.. u make me wanna say everything out.. haix.. i juz feel so lonely.. thou u say to be wif me.. but then we arent around wif me.. i juz reli reli feel so alone.. lonely life.. I HATE IT!!! when then will u reli appear by my side, having a shoulder to lean on, a hand tat wipe my tears, a trust then comfort me.. i reli need u.. i wan to stop washing my face wif tears.. i reli hen tong ku....
